Today , i went out with Yw,Rach,Jw,Cy.
Errr , it was okay lurh , as we went from places to places .
Got to spend quality time with each other .
I even met my cousieee at Jurong point .
The bad thing was that idk why when my cousin came , they all walked very fast .
When i was still in the shop , i saw Yw looking out for me as their leaving , but the rest just literally drag her off .
Then i was like , God , is it just me , or i see it happening in my face ?
I decided then to just follow them w/o saying anything .
Maybe they might just turn around and maybe start to make friends with my cousin.
But apparently , no.
They continued walking so fast leaving me and my cousin no chioce but to just walk slowly .
Maybe they didnt know that they were giving us that 'why are you here for' face.
So i dun blame them and just said that i Got to go . As a left , i felt tears rolling down .
Maybe in the end , they were able to bond much more better w/o me .

So i prayed ,
Dear God ,
thanks for giving me this test of patience .
thanks for giving me the chance of talking to my cousin .
Maybe i am just to selfish to think that they have to make this type of sacrifies for me . I should be the sacrifies maker not them ....

After i prayed , i felt more calmer .
And i know , Hey God , You use me today !:D

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