Haiz . I am very sian now
Once i blink , i feel very dizzy .
Maybe it was because i was so hungry .
I just ate , and i feel like puking .
I think that i am now not really that in the right state .
During training , didn't bring my sport shoes . My leg was very pain , my stomach was very pain. I wanted to faint , was trying to fall down so that my coach dun need to ask me to run . So tired . Keep having the dizzy feeling . Now i am eating ice . zzz So tired . Meimei if you are looking at this , can we dun go gym ?
Nevermind , go la go la . Forget about that . Holiday out of 5 days , 4 days there is training .ARGH SIAN !
I feel so disapointed with myself , very very disapointed . Go eugenia !

Checklist for life
- Did I life my life like the fullest today ? No , don't think so . But i tried
- Did I take any opprtunity that i could ? Err not really , yes la when teacher let let play ipod in class.
- Was i emo today ? Emo ? NO ! Sad ? YES!
- Did I spread the word of god today ? YES!
- Did i make sacrifies for people today ? YES!
- Did i invite people down the church today ? YES!
- Did I do anything that i could to cheer someone up ? YES!
- Did i pray ? Of course !
- Am i closer to god now ? More than yesterday !
- Should i run away from problems? No , i will try my best .

Ms chua is leaving , sian .
I feel like leaving .

Labels: Trading my sorrows for the joy of the lord .