Dear diary ,(What i wrote when i had mood swing )
I am like to busy for god(excuse). I seriously need to make time .
Exams and tests are coming up .
I feel like going for Water baptism.
Do i have the right to ?
I feel like geting baptise before my birthday comes .
So that i can be'new born'.
I am hungry but fasting .:(
I dun even think my mum will let me baptise la.
P.L.E.A.S.E...
I.WANNA.GO.FOR.WATER.BAPTISM.AND.CAMP. HELP ME
Wa shit,i wish nobody reads this .Wish that i should just die .
I don't think i should trust anyone already .My trust for everyone has gone.



Suddenly i'm leaving ,suddenly the promise of trust has gone.
Suddenly breathing seems so hard to do.
Carefully you planned it,i got to know that a minute to late,so sad.
Now i understand it,All the times we played together,maybe you were backstabbing me.

Why do i love you , Don't even want to ,Why do i love you like i do ,like i always do .
You should have told me , Why do you have to hurt meeee!!! Why do i love you like i do ....

Labels: Deep down where no one can hear me, I'll be crying for you