I finally know her true self . I really dunno what to do . I despise her alot alot . Being with her for so long , she dun even trust me . I thought that she was a very very very nice person.People change, i guess . I am so dissapointed in her . Doing something wrong and like act that you did not do it , I love her as a friend so much you know . If you want to say that i am a betrayer .It is okay , be that way! Is that how you want to hurt people's feeling , be it . I guess trying to fit in , is just not the right thing for me . I should just find the people that are around the same characteristics as me . Laugh at stupid thing , without getting critize. I dun care anymore . Anyways thank you for the people who have prayed for me , cared for me . And thank you god for making 2 people to be able to come for the rendition . :)